One week to go! What
a journey it has been. I already feel
proud that we have made it this far without getting off track. It’s hard to say how and why we did it. I know I’ve said before that planning and
setting goals has been really helpful.
But even then, I don’t always stick to other things that I plan for and
set goals for. I think it helped that
the plan was fairly simple. It helped
that we were investing extra money into it because we don’t like to waste
money. It helped telling others about it
so we felt accountable. I think the real
key was that God has been with us. And I
can’t explain why that is but we’ve tried things like this before and have
never finished them.
A friend of ours had leukemia and amazingly got rid of it after
a long struggle. I asked him after he
had been heeled of it if he had any big spiritual breakthroughs from going
through this. The thing that I remember
him saying was that he learned to really own his prayers. I got what he was saying at the time but I’m
starting to get it even more lately. I
can’t just come up with my wish list and say, “Okay God, I want a vintage 1936
Martin D-18 guitar in mint condition, I want a Corvette, a big new house, etc.” The thing is, I may think I want these but deep
down I don’t really want them. I’m after
what I think they will give me. God
knows what we really need. I’m not
saying I needed to get in shape like this but I think it had so much more to do
with all the benefits of doing it like helping my wife, being an example for
the track kids, being an example for our boys, and developing discipline. I think…no, I know God had a reason for us
going through this. For me, I’ve grown
far closer to God than I have in quite a while.
This last week I did much better with planning ahead for my
meals each day. That had been my problem
in the 2 or 3 previous weeks. I also
relaxed a little more and didn’t worry so much about getting the perfect
workout in. I still tried but I think I
was stressing too much about doing everything perfect. Liz has been doing well in her workouts
without stressing about them. She just
does it. Me, I have to analyze everything. Liz has seen great changes so I decided that
I should just do the workout.
It’s on to the home stretch.
Our final week. We know what to
do by now and it is routine so we just need to continue doing it and trusting
God. We also need to start working on
our final essay and getting ready for all the stuff we need to turn in at the
end of the competition. I’ll post our
final photo comparisons next week.